instructions numb, I know what I need to do gonna take all the will power, feel like I can manage shocked, I know how to react gonna take some adjusting, I think I can accept it destroyed, I know how to rebuild gonna take a lot of time, time is all I got now cornered, I know how to feel gonna take a bunch of fixing, feels like I've been training small print, sketches building all this time levels, knowledge giving what you got lil things, relentless living all this time routines, wisdom hiding what you are dumb, I know what I need to hide gonna show it slowly so they don't walk away damaged, I know how to pretend gonna take them time I hope they take reborn, I'm super new to this patience and forgiveness is what I expect from you concerned, state of comfort consistency gonna take a magic dice roll, I have lil' faith in you small print, sketches regretting all this time chapters, memories donating all you have censured things, disguising surviving all this time trapped